transcendent life
through birth
existence,
experience
toil, grief,
joy
all the colours
of passion
presented
each moment
for the reaping
youth hesitates
considers
agonizes


death provides transport
to the other side
of a stony wall
the reaper
moves
gracefully
back and forth
delivering
essences
of friends
enemies alike
to the other side
fear wonders
what if I?


more fellow
travellers,
since passed
generations removed
from life newly made
taking spent mortal remains,
most sadly too
those with lives
far to short
grief will
wonder
why?

there
not so
far from here
stands a wall
a wall not there
when I was young
of cold dark stone
evoking fear
and nostrils
sensing the sweetly acrid
stench of death
I have learned the limits
of mortality


the wall of
stoney perception
what was
set in motion
is not mortal
but eternal
so I too shall pass delivered by
my new confidant
the dark gowned
figure
through stones of
not stone
but ether
knowing
as we are grieved
we are also joyfully
received

as days pass
fear grows
the reaper now stand closer
rarely am I out
of the dark figure's gaze
time moves
only forward
and the stones of the wall
again reveal
they are but ether
after all


in the reapers gaze
I stand and now look back
without fear
he now is
a familiar
a companion
encouraging acceptance
now as age advances
all senses
and all colour
mindfully yet
unhesitatingly
mine

the wall while marking a line
between the mortal and
eternal
offers
joy
reuniting
spirits of
familiar souls
to continue in eternity
forward
here in the mortal world
the legacies
of lives lived
continue in ripples
eternity offers
no here or there
only forever

without fear
as I am
now
all senses
all colour
unhesitatingly
mine
each moment
a small piece of
the eternal
in body or ether
I am

aletta

....but seriously, a lesson in the film business w/ ethics: one MI:III needs double what it spent to truly profit; two only well gotten gains count; three denying speech gives one no right to profit from it; and four Villians make these things anyway and that would be Hoffman's credit. If one person would to get the credit for it all, so if there is nothing but a blank screen then you know that not even the Camera Man or D.O.P. is worthy of any. [More....]

The great deabilitator, fear, and the fear of death; tempered with some occasional naivete, but with a subtle narcissism, causing a greater ironic opportunity to actually die. Inevitability, is a defetist attitude regarding death; the fact is accepting death so simply is an attitude that who ever is calling you to death or even aging is God, is the creator, well there is the biblical saying (a lesson in humility) that if someone comes in God's name, aka claiming to be God, one should not believe him (or epsecially her), for one may have a belief in God but not in anyone or thing claiming to be God. [More....]

Story: I was ripped off. I renewed and never got thee renewal back and regret my loyalty to them when I signed farbridges general nomination formes, I should have ripped my card up in their faces then. On any case, I digress back Graham Norton (not the shot-in-the dark talentless comedian who markets purely on "Gay") told me they were disscussing my possible "Naziism," in an e-mail to me, obviously as an excuse better than "He support's GUARD's" position. [More]

Well we have the tickets in our hands and we are going on a mission trip to Cape Town South Africa in less then 2 weeks. This is the mission trip we have been praying for over the last year since I was in Cape Town last April. We are flying first to Toronto then onto Zurich Switzerland. Then we fly to Qatar in the middle east. Then on to Cape Town to start the beginning of our mission trip. Juanita is lodging us for a whole month at her place. Please pray for Normande and I as we go on this mission trip. We will be spending time every year working at a orphanage in South Africa. We will be sending you weekly up dates as to our mission. More....

To whom it may concern:


[I wish to produce, Vancouver's 1st Annual strippers, streakers, and hookers ball, comeon cut your class. Is there some permit I need to do this, and if so give it me? Please! Anybody with any interest, understanding, beauty, nerve, and resources to bring to the table, for the production of this event please contact me at name=vngp+domain=shaw.ca vngp - Vancouver Nude Garden Party.]



Apples, Oranges, and limes all at once huh? Strippers are professionals who do not screw for a living; Nudists are novices and ametuers (not entertaining or being paid to do so.), and hookers fuck for living. None are the same, quite separate. I don't think this is even permited period, depending on what it entails. Now if Nudity is involved and so on, you might run into major red tape and even get ignored. Unless somehow, like the sex party fellows, you get some pinko Propaganda Ministry Grant and call it an art. [More....]

A mad world leads to mad people, often people seeming mad when sane in this world. Megalimaniacs with tools wether you think psychotronics, hypnosis, or whatever for of harassment or mental manipulation there is, people who wish to, can create the insane where it may not be; forensic psychiatry is usually there when there already massively demented by a system more interested in modification of thoughts and behavior through shocks and pill pushing and this during "so-called" assessment or even before. Patients will go in and out without the remotest neurological test and psychotherapy with some pill pushed on them and some electricity in their nervous system. [More]